Good day!!

OMG I've actually had a really good day considering I was up most of the night with rio and was up early, Me & the boys has play time which was awesome colouring in an playing with dough. Also cleaned getting a little obsessed with cleaning which is strange because I hate cleaning don't get me wrong I keep a clean home tho I'm cleaning over and over again, can be so Tiring <3

To much on my mind.......

I've so much on my mind, stuff I don't want to talk about or even think about the only thing that keeps me going most days are my amazing sons, I really don't know what i'd be with out them little munchkins in my life. I feel totally drained all I do is clean even when the house is clean! I can't wind down most nights till about 3am :( I love my sleep always have :( don't even get me started about my moods are like a roller-coaster up down & around, I'm starting to feel so down about my body tho I eat constantly as a comfort haven't the will power to work out & when I do I be in the worst pain ever after :(

I just wanna feel normal is that so hard to ask!!!!

Saving...

I hate saving money mainly because I'm terrible when it comes to saving... I always spend my money on the two boys every single penny and I need a new sofa badly so I better get saving ughhh.....! Save save SAVE.....